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Friday, February 20, 2009

The Lost Hold.. The Regaining of His Assurance

this is something that i wasnt planning on writing..
but i guess i feel i need to write this..
for the past couple of weeks, i felt like i was drifting from God.. and i didnt see to much of it..
i was being very comfortable in myself and not on Him.. and i saw the results..
i lived like how i used to before i accpeted Him.. (well not to that extreme, like swearing and such!!)
and i kept falling and such.. and things that i loved i didnt do; i missed prayer meetings b/c i didnt want to go.. devotions felt like a chore.. and things of God felt like a chore...
and today it was a breaking point..
i wanted to be so close to God, but i didnt know how to.. now i realised while watching a sermon.. and from mel, mr.T, and my baby that i havent been lost from God.. yet i know i walked away from Him; and it showed from what i did and done and spoke and thought...
now i am happy because i am assured of His love and that He can accept me back and to be stronger than i was before.. to realise this.. i am so happy :D
Thank You so much Mel, Mr.Thorton, Milkshake, and especially God =]
you all rock!!! XD ^^
i know that life is full of ups and downs.. but that experience was something else..

Thursday, February 19, 2009

whoa.. such a long time..

its been a long long long time since i wrote..
dont know why though..
anyway...
today wasnt too bad..
got my camera for sunday!!! :D
and just doing stuff today... :D
so yea!
half term was good and i did work as well..
going to see Sharie on sunday!! woo!!
cant wait for summer.. but its a bit bittersweet cos by then all the yr 13's would have left.. :(
but that is going to happen... so just to enjoy them now!! :D
that's about it for now...