this is something that i wasnt planning on writing..
but i guess i feel i need to write this..
for the past couple of weeks, i felt like i was drifting from God.. and i didnt see to much of it..
i was being very comfortable in myself and not on Him.. and i saw the results..
i lived like how i used to before i accpeted Him.. (well not to that extreme, like swearing and such!!)
and i kept falling and such.. and things that i loved i didnt do; i missed prayer meetings b/c i didnt want to go.. devotions felt like a chore.. and things of God felt like a chore...
and today it was a breaking point..
i wanted to be so close to God, but i didnt know how to.. now i realised while watching a sermon.. and from mel, mr.T, and my baby that i havent been lost from God.. yet i know i walked away from Him; and it showed from what i did and done and spoke and thought...
now i am happy because i am assured of His love and that He can accept me back and to be stronger than i was before.. to realise this.. i am so happy :D
Thank You so much Mel, Mr.Thorton, Milkshake, and especially God =]
you all rock!!! XD ^^
i know that life is full of ups and downs.. but that experience was something else..
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