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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

What a day!! Travelling across the country takes it toll on you

I was on the road for a whole day. that was crazy.
from lightning to thunderstorms, to rain so heavy you couldnt see in front of you.
from maniac truckers, to my dad running while walking to get to the bathroom at wendy's!
lol that was funny to watch.
the lightning was awesome as well!
i had fun in america; next time i am coming to see the other ppl i couldnt see when i was here this time.
this issue with sophie i am giving to God; because i know the devil is using this situation to get at me; but i will stand in God's shelter and leave it to Him.
i cant wait to go home anyway.
and my shoulder feels better now!! ^^.
now to see some ppl today and 2 get ready for 2moro =]
off to the uk! (soon)

Monday, August 17, 2009

heading back to new york today

finally i am going back to ny!
not to say that i didnt enjoy georgia, i did!
but i am ready to go back to school.
i didnt realise that i would be like this, when i am in my home country!
i want to be in the uk!
i think its because all of my friends since i came there are there, and it feels weird.
it feels weird that i want to live there now, and not here. like i am stranger in my own land..
how does that make sense?
it doesnt to me..
will it ever??
i dont know.
but one day hopefully i will know.

The easiest and yet most difficult thing to do.

I know telling the truth is always right.. but it isnt always easy to do; especially when u want to
have the alternative.
i had to make a choice today that was plaguing my mind ever i was told someone liked me. except the thing is: they arent Adventist, and to some that sounds like an excuse, but its the bottom line. if they arent Adventist, i shouldnt go out with them; now that sounds arrogant but it isnt really.
it was so hard to tell her, and i yet didnt: i told her friend, who is my friend, and she is annoyed at me because she thinks that it is an excuse, seeing how i went out with her former best friend who i knew full well wasnt even christian. i didnt want to make that same choice twice even though i did kinda like her. it was between going out with her, and forsaking what God said; or doing what God said and feeling the consquences of telling her that.
like i said, it was the hardest thing to do:
and i havent even done it yet.

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

Things i Hate

i thought about doing then i thought i couldnt be bothered.
my head hurts though i done nothing to it.
my dad is annoying me with how he treats others, and he doesnt care at all.
it makes me sick.
i am definitely not seeing him when i come back here.
simple as that.
i went to six flags and it was ok.
got videos and stuff but i got to upload them when i can be bothered.
too slow internet atm to do so no bother.
better in the morning, so i will do it then.
i hate the time difference..
i want to talk to Rasheed or David or Rosie(both) or Axiom.. ='[
but i always got God to talk to !! ^^.
Yay for my Heavenly Father!^^.
never lets me down or is mean!

Saturday, August 01, 2009

One world of a trip..

sometimes when i come here, i wonder why i ever bothered to come at all..
loneliness as well as my dad getting on my nerves every other day gets to me..
as well as feelings of unknown thoughts.. about too many people i dont need to think about.
its weird..
sometimes, i wish that my trip could be shortened..
other times not.