But overall, I can't complain (I mean i can, but i am choosing not to). Although this week was hard on me, there was a lot of positives to take away from it all.
So I will list them as i remember them.
- I am getting married in under a month! that is THE happiest thing for me right now! I am working out harder, eating better, and staying focus on my goal to be the best husband ever for my wife to be. For that, even though i felt like the above, God uses her and others to always make me come back to being like this:
- I got my 2nd outfit for my wedding day! For now, i won't say what it is, but when i blog after my wedding, i will put it up here :D It is amazing though and i love it.
- Things are going well for the wedding itself; there are things that can frustrate me, but i am choosing to let go and give God what i can't handle and make sure that i stay calm and focused.
- I am learning to love more- what i mean by that is taking each day as it comes and being happy that i am alive to see that day.
- Sabbath always mean more to me now that I am working because when i am tired from the week, i see it truly as my day of complete rest.
- I am making sure my body is gonna look good for boo, so that she goes like this:
- Another thing that fires me on is that I get to have well.. Sex with my wife soon. For those that think i may bang on about it (no pun intended), it's because as a virgin, i want to know what it is like and the curiosity is killing me. Lol
- My contract runs out the day before i get married, and so i am having fun figuring out how i can get the most for the same amount i pay now haha ^.^
- God loves me. this goes without saying, but i am happy that He does, even when i mess up. what a God ey?
- Boo loves me- and i can't wait to repay her love :D
Life isn't so hard that i can't smile |
Something like that.. Hahah. |
So now, I am tired and a bit hungry, but i am feeling ALOT better than i was today. Thank God for that for sure.
:D
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