Its late, but i still keep thinking

this serves as a journal for me..
at times i wonder if anyone reads it.. at other times, i am glad i write in it.
so much is happening.. in my head.
i want a relationship.. but am i ready for one?
do i want one because someone already has someone or in the process of getting them?
do i want one for selfish reasons?
why do i want one? will it make me truly happy?
well if God isnt it, then it will never make me happy, no matter who it is.
i need to sort the wheat from the chaff in this one..
i need to realise that i can be single and satisfied. i dont need to flirt and stuff.
i just..
have to wait..
til God brings someone along..

So many things to ponder about

Well.. so many things to ponder about..
one of them is the direction i am in life..
another year is nearly gone of school..
i got another to do for 6th form then uni.
and i done the research for what i want to do so that is ok. no need to it again ^.^
band practice 2moro as well.. as chemistry..
just sorting out folders now for stuff.. and everything feels so easy to do now.
just quietness.
and top gear is back on !! :D
America is about to receive me again :D =]
13th July - 20th August =]
still job hunting though
and still trying to what God wants me to be.
if it wasnt for Him, i would be dead already.

NEW STUFF

LOL
I GOT 2 GB NOW ON MY PC !
FINALLY !!
REVISION WAS LIKE WHOA AT DAVID'S !
CHEMISTRY WAS EASY BUT CANT WAIT FOR ENGLISH ONES NOW !!
XD
SO FAR WEEK WAS GOOD!
MISSING HER THO =[