just thinking..

about how i mean to God.
i mean i cant fully explain it. but it came to me earlier tonight.
He wants me. for me. even though i did what i did. He wants me.
He never wants to lose me.
He wants me with Him forever, to enjoy rest and enjoyment in eternity.
Eternity is a long time.
sometimes i get scared about eternity; because in this life, nothing last forever, so you get used to it.
but wow.
This earth made new. everything times an immeasurable amount.
and her.
i want her to be there.
with me.
and my family and everyone that i know here.
but that is their choice.
oh how i wish everyone would make it,but alas their choice!
sometimes i wonder what this planet would be like without sin.
well in eternity i can know and i can relax then knowing that sin will never rise again.
you know, in Ecclesiastes, he said that God put eternity in man's heart.
every time i look at something natural, i think about eternity.
wow.
Just wow.

Oh yes!

I was thinking... today..
anyway..
took forever to leave to do due to the bathroom (or me in it, shaving) taking ages..
got to school and forgot had driving lesson so doing it 2moro.
core 3 and 4 are a bit meh at the moment, but not to fear, Mr.C will help me :D
bring on chem exam 2moro! MUHAHAHAHHA
oh wait i need to revise that bit of chromatography..
lol
til next time! :D
and 2moro i will reveal who she is :D <3

i have been thinking

well in truth when dont i?
anyway that isnt the point..
i wanted to do this weight training thing for a while now, and now i want and i will do it.
all the good.
no bad.
seems good.
when i will start is when i get all the equipment. which i will spend no time wasting to get.
its for 2 reasons.
well 3.
1. i want to do it for me.
2. i want to do it for God's glory.
3. i want to do it to have a better body for her.
good enough reasons?
I think so.