Sometimes i just wonder..

if i do anything right the first time round..

for the past couple of nights she's been stressed cos of the work she is doing..

thats normal..

but when we talk, i dont always answer quickly, or because i am doing something while talking to her..

which gets on her nerves..

alot.

tonight felt like another chapter in a book i dont want to write, but i seem to be writing.

i dont want to get on her nerves but i seem to when i dont always respond like that..

i didnt get it at first, but now i am starting too.

i can see what she is getting at.

oh boy..

what am i going to do ?

i do have legit reasons why i dont always answer her on the spot. but they arent going to cut ice at times. so i dont say anything.

but i will try to stop doing it; although i am not always sure what i am doing at times.

what a day anyway.

Japanese was good.

did some revision in chem which was good. and will do some math 2moro with Mr. C.

good times.

got 2 weeks worth of ep done in one week =]

first time ever! :D

i dont want to end on a bad note with her tonight.

not tonight.

or any night.

this isnt how it is supposed to go.

how to happen.

its supposed to be like "yay, goodnight" that sorta thing.

not "i am annoyed, but i will talk later".

she isnt in the wrong.

she just wants to get some space by talking to me.

but i dont always respond.

which adds to her stress cos she wants to relieve it by talking to me.

sometimes i wonder why she even wants me at all if all i am doing at the moment is annoying her by not talking as much.

the mind wonders..