The easiest and yet most difficult thing to do.

I know telling the truth is always right.. but it isnt always easy to do; especially when u want to
have the alternative.
i had to make a choice today that was plaguing my mind ever i was told someone liked me. except the thing is: they arent Adventist, and to some that sounds like an excuse, but its the bottom line. if they arent Adventist, i shouldnt go out with them; now that sounds arrogant but it isnt really.
it was so hard to tell her, and i yet didnt: i told her friend, who is my friend, and she is annoyed at me because she thinks that it is an excuse, seeing how i went out with her former best friend who i knew full well wasnt even christian. i didnt want to make that same choice twice even though i did kinda like her. it was between going out with her, and forsaking what God said; or doing what God said and feeling the consquences of telling her that.
like i said, it was the hardest thing to do:
and i havent even done it yet.

Things i Hate

i thought about doing then i thought i couldnt be bothered.
my head hurts though i done nothing to it.
my dad is annoying me with how he treats others, and he doesnt care at all.
it makes me sick.
i am definitely not seeing him when i come back here.
simple as that.
i went to six flags and it was ok.
got videos and stuff but i got to upload them when i can be bothered.
too slow internet atm to do so no bother.
better in the morning, so i will do it then.
i hate the time difference..
i want to talk to Rasheed or David or Rosie(both) or Axiom.. ='[
but i always got God to talk to !! ^^.
Yay for my Heavenly Father!^^.
never lets me down or is mean!

One world of a trip..

sometimes when i come here, i wonder why i ever bothered to come at all..
loneliness as well as my dad getting on my nerves every other day gets to me..
as well as feelings of unknown thoughts.. about too many people i dont need to think about.
its weird..
sometimes, i wish that my trip could be shortened..
other times not.