Now at home.

Today was good.
I got to talk to some people about recent events in my life.
They all told me the same thing:
There are more women out there.
True.
Just have to find them.
Also my nan said that my prayer should be for now is to ask God to lead me to the person that He wants me to spend my life with.
I am already asking.
Now the waiting time begins..

Hmm.. Vegetarianism

I have been looking into it for a while now today. I mean there are no bad effects of it.
I am not a full vegetarian, and i dont knock it as i lived with a vegan for two years(my nan) so i know what its like.
But because i want to do bodybuilding, i am interested in what it does for that.
Surprisingly, it does alot.
So does that mean i will become vegetarian overnight?
No.
But i am changing slowly in that direction.
slowly.
but surely.
also about muscle growth.
very interesting stuff. =]

Sabbath begins..

Now that Sabbath has started, i see it as a new beginning.
I was wondering whether to write how i feel on this.. if i should..
to be honest, i dont want to because if people want to know, they can ask.
Either way, to me, I will move on, and become stronger through this.
Its night now.
Yet I want sunshine.
I have that longing... which means one thing...
I want eternity.
I want security..
and comfort..
God will take care of me..
always does..
always will.
even when i feel like absolute crap and i feel like I will never be happy and whole..
He uses that time to bring me and to hold me closer than a human being can.
Like other people say, "there are other fish in the sea."
and i say that's true..
now all i have to do is face the sea and cast again.