Listening to music; yet thinking of events..

It was cold today.. i wonder why i didnt wear gloves to town.. foolish choice. anyway i am back inside now. i cant complain, my life is going good. but i dont take it for granted.

i have to work for it, and i know i need to do what i have to do.

but she makes it worthwhile even more so.

i dont always feel like "woo, i am loved" 24/7. but i do feel a sense of "i dont have to think about any other girl because i have her." that is constant.

even when i am in town and i see other women, i dont even acknowledge it to my brain.

just her.

sophie asked me yesterday if i was in anyone.

i told her i was.

she was shocked but she was happy for me.

i been on that end; i knew she wasnt happy for herself. but it happened like that so i am not bothered anymore.

now i think about 2010.

hmm.

this year felt long. longer than usual.

but so many good and bad things happened.

i will list some.

bad things

arguments with people

self hatred

fights with friends (verbal)

good things

alive

friends

america

gig with band

driving lessons

her.

just some of the stuff that has happened.

indeed.