Sabbath started..
Before it started, i was looking at some stuff to begin working out..
now i still need to get the weights and the pullup bar, as well as sort as much as possible the nutrition.. but i will start soon.
also applied for asda.. hopefully i can get in..
got to retake 5 exams...
plus the ones i got to do now..
i must get 2 B's..
thats all i want.. and i will work nonstop til i get them. if i can get higher then all the better..
there are some times, like now when my heart feels that emptiness..
and i know why...
but its at this time, i try to make myself busy.. and talk to God about it..
the pain will go when its time to fully go..
for now, i dont need or want a relationship, because of all this work i have to do..
part of me wants one.. and feels like its a need.
which it is in a sense.. but lets get to uni, and then i can look for a potential girlfriend..
for now..
become the social hermit..
and workout..
and to channel my frustration and anger into that..
it'll pay off..
it has to.
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